Every day i think of you and what you would be like if you were still with us, I imagine a beautiful little lady with a lovely smile, gorgeous dark curls and looking just SO PERFECT to me.
I imagine you and Leighton playing together and also having little arguments(as all siblings do) and us just being so happy together, life would be MORE THAN PERFECT if i still had you here for our squeezy pop cuddles and snoggy wogs, we knew how to love each other and look after each other and be a happy family.
After more than 8 years without you I still imagine it all and wish for it more now than ever because of your wee brother being diagnosed with ALL (Acute Lymphoblastic Leukeamia) I imagine you looking after him and tending to his every need (which he likes to play on and asks for EVERYTHING including new toys all the time but how can i say no?) But the other day he went to see a friend and normally isnt allowed in the house but he was this time and he said he was glad he had Leukeamia because he was aLlowed in to play!....That is a horrible thing to hear from his mouth but i understand in a way why he said it!
Beano I JUST WISH AND WISH THAT I DIDNT HAVE TO WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE TO GIVE ME STRENGTH WHEN I NEEDED IT JUST NOW, I DONT KNOW HOW IM MANAGING TO COPE BUT I AM, WILL SEE IF ITS STILL THE SAME WHEN WE GO BACK HOME THOUGH!!!

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW AND MISS YOU JUST AS MUCH!!!

BE GOOD BE SAFE AND BE HAPPY ANGEL XXX XXX XXX