I can’t believe my beautiful Angel will be 16 years old on Sunday! This time of year is SO SO SO hard for me princess because of your birthday then 18 days later the anniversary of losing you! I wish I could just curl up into a ball a let this time of year go by but then again it wouldn’t really do me any good because when I open my eyes-(if I’ve had any sleep) it’s still the first thing that’s in my head! I MISS YOU SO MUCH DARLING!!! IT BREAKS MY HEART NOT BEING WITH YOU!!! When you become a parent you have so much love for this little bundle of joy that has just blessed your life and when that precious bundle is taken from you so young it really does break you!!! I have your brother with me and he is the most amazing boy and when I’m down he will do everything that he can to make me feel better and cheer me up!!! Angel girl I wish you could be here to share the love and warmth that your ‘wee man’ gives me daily! I start to get really down at the start of the month-knowing what is coming and I hate it Beano, I wish you were here to give me attitude and to do the things a teenager does but also to do the girly things we used to do. I miss you with all my heart and more Angel. Be good, Be safe and Be Happy Angel. I love you all the way up to Angel land and back again princess. Love always and forever Mummy XXX. P.S I LOVE YOU BUD XXX