Lesley 5th November 2018

The days still go by in a blur princess - 10 years ago yesterday I lost you. You shouldn’t be in heaven sweetheart, there are so many bad people out there that should be where u r-(well maybe down there actually). Innocent little girls shouldn’t be ripped from from their mummy’s arms the way you were! I miss you so much that literally it’s like I can feel my heart break everyday when I open my eyes(if they closed in the first place!) NO-ONE can EVER know how it feels(although they say they understand) they just CANT understand the torture I go through everyday unless they are going through this pain themselves! Life moves on and so do people but it’s like I’m stuck, I can’t move on because I feel that if I do then it’s like I’m forgetting you and I’d NEVER do that! It hurts beano! Being the mummy of an angel is heartbreaking but being the mummy of 2 angels has NO words! Your wee bro is so ill just now and I wish I could do something to help him but all I can do is love him because he is in too much pain to even get mummy cuddles! Heartbroken is a small word when you are in my position!!! I LOVE YOU MY PRECIOUS LITTLE GIRL AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! Be Good, Be Safe and Be Happy ANGEL. ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER..... YOUR MUMMY 💓💖💞💗💫🌹